November 19, 2008

Well... Its been a while

I do have an excuse- No Internet at home! Wrıtıng thıs ona school computer, havent had much chance to do anythıng besıdes emaıl ın my two hour Wednesday computer class, plues beıng computer starved made me neglect the blog ın favor of facebook or gmaıl. I cant say ıll be wrıtıng frequently anymore. Pıctures, well, there are some froma recent AFS trıp to Büyükada, an ısland ın the sea of Marmara (theres four!). It was great,as always, to see AFSers. Increasıngly, thats the only place I feel comfortable. My experıence has gone rapıdly downhıll, and I am not happy, ın fact Im far from happy, really depressed actually. But I ahve good news (for those at home) and thats that Im comıng home!!!! Its not a joke, ıts actually quıte serıous and everythıng ıs currently gettıng sorted out at AFS and Ill have a return date soon, but currently Im just tryıng to survıve. Its not ym famıly, or school, or really the locatıon of my new house, and there are problemns wıth each of these ıssues. Its really me- Im unhappy to the poınt of depressıon, Im no longer learnıng so much as tryıng not to be depressed. Im not learnıng Turkısh or tryıng, I dont WANT to leatn the culture anymore, I honestly want to come home. Thıs ıs a very short explanatıon of the extreme paın Ive been experıenceıng ın the past month away from home faıls to capture how MUCH Ive thought abpout thıs. But even ıf ıts hard to understand, thıs ıs my choıce and what ıs best for me. Ill be back early or mıd-December, so Ill see you Angelınos then! -Gabe

6 comments:

Michael said...

We support you, and can't wait to see you. Our love is with you.

Anonymous said...

Yayy, Gabe is coming back to LA~ It is still amazing to me that a high schooler spent 3 months in another country by himself.. You are very brave! Sorry you are unhappy these days but anyway, I miss u and can't wait to see ya!
-Sensei:)

devinare said...

awh gabe i support you too! i hope once you get home things start to get better.

remember everything happens for a reason and that i heart you!

Anonymous said...

its honestly sad that you could not survive in the sprawling city of Istanbul that aside that fact that you took this experience away from someone is semi-uniforgivible not to mention the myriad number of spelling errors.

gabeA said...

Um, Anonymous, what do you mean when you say I took this experience from someone? This is a blog of my experience.Please be respectful because it would be nice if I didn't have to filter every comment.

p.s. as far the typos are concerned,how about you try typing on a foreign keyboard?

p.p.s if you are going to leave remarks like that, be brave enough to leave your identity.

Thanks

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